Im sick, complications once again. Yet after so long, such long moments of peace. Here comes hell all over again. Im falling, unable to fufill my promise and so i fell. I grasped the chain of fate yet ever so tightly but still, instead, the chain itself broke into pieces descending me into oblivion. I cant understand the system this world is standing on, i cant understand how it works, as though its never there? What should i do? Should i go against it; the way of life? Or should i just follow the flow, and rest by forever darkness, a world so dark filled with only solitude, be it sadness due to fear or fear due to death.

My life revolves around the silliest mistakes one could ever make. Im disgusted by my own ways. Wad am i to do? The fires of hell burns ever so violently, as though awaiting my descend. The fall of the Devil's Child. A carnge full of self love, yet trusted something as indisputable such as love and friendship. Maybe i was wrong. Or maybe i was not. Wad am i to do? OH Great one? Oh DARK one!

Heaven Be my Deliberator, hell be mine.

As my soul crawled the borders of cries,
My heart filled with nothing but sorrow,

Through the river of blood, my blood.
I saw thee, regrets.
It wasnt long before i was totally swept by fear,
I remembered, love.

The warmth felt like days in the summer,
The coldness felt like days in the winter.

Then i heard, a voice
it will pass like rain in the mountains,
Clouds in the sky. . .

Surrender your soul to forever darkness,
Rest your soul may be,
Rest thee upon the fires of hell,
and burn eternity.

I closed my eyes, and accpeted my fate.
It was then i lost my crown, my pride.
Darkness took me, ever so swiftly. . . .

And i was gone, in darkness.